30th july,2009
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dear friends,
here i'm back.. after the short break. hope things are fine with you.it's a sunny day.more fishermen are repairing their nets and getting ready for their early morning sailing.on the road they spread their nets and enjoy the teamwork.many boats are anchored in the sea.
whenever i see the small vanchi,i remember my childhood.we have kanolikanal near by and often we spend the evenings near water.one day achan rowed the vanchi and we children enjoyed the ride thoroughly!what admiration we had for achan!we felt so nice,safe n secure.still that scene is so clear infront of my eyes!
my sparrows are happier and they had brought a sms for me-''anu,you are a butterfly''.i smiled and really felt nice.i wanted to reply,''yes, a butterfly with a lost wing''.
here,wherever you go,you land up in the beach,the valley,the hills and the pubs.it was one evening when i set off myself to the nearby beach and spent some time with the calm waves.can you believe,just being with the nature,close to the water,enjoying the breeze,we change totally.the whole of peace is restored and the happiness spreads.i selected a deserted place as i didn't want to meet anyone and i settled down soon to watch the sunset.
that is the best time of self examination and introspection.there i could see,the laughter,the giggling of a lovely pair far away;but i could see and feel their pleasure.did they remind me of my lost life?did he remind me of soemone else?did i see myself in her?they were in their own world and i was with them!;D
It was a beautiful evening,
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the blue sea was calm,
the sea birds were making lots of noise,
and i sat alone,hiding my gloomy heart.
suddenly i saw a lovely pair,
they were in their own world,
splashing water they walked ahead,
holding their hands tightly,
they were laughing n giggling,
sharing the sweet nothings.
so much of life i could feel,
while music was flowing from heart to heart,
i wanted to listen to the mighty waves,
but i was carried away with them,
slowly his hands were holding her,
and she leaned to him and walked,
the waves were kissing their feet,
sitting alone i was watching,
how the love blooms in the sea shore.
i knew,they were full of hopes,
and i did't want to tell them,
where there is light,must shadows be.
they were in their dreamworld,
nothing did they see behind or after them.
i recollected my joys n griefs,
how much i wanted to forget,
once again they took the life;
trust,never do that,friends,
never trust even your shadow.
the sun was going to set,
painting the waters orange n red,
gazing up to the sky,
the moon was smiling.
the wonderful couple whoever they were,
i wish them togetherness always.
as when you don't have anyone to look for,
in a crowd you become lonely.
dreams just they remained as dreams,
and at times the life is meaningless;
a few memories drawn from your life's spring,
it haunts me day n night.
the clouds started roaring above,
and it was going to rain,
i sat by the bank,disconsolate,alone,
and the showers started all of a sudden.
they were catching the rain water,
and they were throwing water on each other,
before,i left,i looked them again;
he was lifting her face with both his hands,
and hugging each other so tightly,
he planted a gentle kiss on her forehead,
caressing her idle trance,
forgetting the rain and thunder!
he must be telling her,
''i will not let you go....................''
and you know,the love line often told!
i hope n pray that girl won't lose her love!
and to sit n cry on the golden memories.
partings are always painful,
but friends,i must say,
it's better to part the ways,
than to live with a broken heart!
when it rains,tears flood from my eyes,
and my heart sinks like an uprooted tree!
it's anu signing off........................
love and only true love remains.adjustments make the peaceful life,but unconditional love gives one the happiness.promises,never give them if you know,they will be the lines drawn in water!all can't shut the door on their past. and they suffer from mental break down.and they struggle to relive their lives.
paying homage to the great actor...........RAJAN P.DEV,
let his soul rest in peace............................
anu loves you all................today's song is dedicated to two of my friends who just love this song,the rain and the picturisation.;D
Enthey kannanu karappu niram..........?[why Kannan is black in colour?]
E nthey Kannanithra karappu niram?
Kalindiyil kulichathinallo....................[is it because you have bathed in Kalindi?]
K aaliyane konnathinaloo....................?[or is it because you have killed Kaaliyan?]
and a bunch of sincere thanks to you,just because of whom this post is written!
Happy birthday to chettan whose grand day is tomorrow and the best celebrations N MANY MANY HAPPY RETURNS to rajaneesh who celebrated his birthday,yesterday ........................;D A BIG GOD BLESS YOU!
wishing you a cool and beautiful evening,
sasneham,
anu
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