the assured gift.........

today is pournami,but due to lunar eclipse,there is no light. how much i love looking at the full moon.it's awonderful sight.ur heart beats faster and love overflows from your heart.the reflection of the full moon in the sea water infront of my building........wow!!!!

got the latest photos of chinese new year n the dragon dance is so colourful and attractive.

the week began with so many loving notes and disturbing happenings.it's 8.45 pm.and the assured gift hasn't reached me.there was no plans to write this second post so fast.but,u know,iam disturbed.it happens many times a day and so iam known as a''thottavadi.''you landed up with a bang.but where are u now?disappeared into thin air?and the promises?'you too,Brutus?''

i know,iam not doing justice with my perfect priorities,they are just set as the new year resolutions,but never taken care of.''come on anu,grow up'',my inner mind tells me.no,anu will never improve her ways.

i love to watch the mangroves that line the canals.do u know,they provide a nursery and breeding ground for aquatic life.i started seeing things that i have never seen before.hey,would you like to take the credit?it's a beutiful experience.how can i ignore the request?it has come so sparingly.it's truly wonderful.specially when u r thousands of miles away from 'GOD'S OWN COUNTRY'.

here we get news papers [malayalam]in the evenings.there is nothing happening that one can be proud of his/her hometown.still we eagerly wait to read the paper. what a crowd to fetch the paper.this is one way of coming closer to our naadu.[can u understand the missing feelings of pravasis?]

by the end of the day,am i happy?or my heart is weeping?not sure.i'm always like this.changing moods often and very unpredictable.shall i still wait?it's only 9p.m.u know,i hit bed only by 12.hope for the best.

please keep in mind.''the flower a woman does not wear in her tresses loses its fragrance.''[any offering of those lovely jasmines?]

where am i heading into?to negative feelings and depressions?what for?just because,my expectations are not met with?and like a child why do i expect a lot?hey,i just don't know.[and please don't let me know].

yes,guys,it's anu signing off.good night and sleep well.