A HAPPY ENDING...............

THE END OF THE SHORTEST MONTH



28TH FEB;the shortest month ends tonight.a lot to remember and a lot to forget...........i became an active blogger this month.[last october during navrathri days i had started my hobby as a blogger,but didn't continue.caught with laziness,lack of inspiration[my mazakali kept on telling.....................still,],hectic office work.anyways iam happy to be a member of the bloggers' long list.

the day began with a short chat with kishan.morning was pleasant and there was celebration of national science day.'meet the scientists' was presented.but i enjoyed my last year's presentation on water and water sources and the reaction of villagers to the much awaited rain.the moments of pride to write the script and direct 70 characters.it was a visual treat with science,music and dance.

with heartfelt gratitude to vanitha-jan-for introducing manu to the world and he inspired me unknowingly to write again . the humorous style tickled my laughter bones.an excellent writer,who has to reach greater heights.good luck,manu.

everyone wants to make a good first impression.may be we struggle for attention n popularity.i drew line in between many friendships.someone who wanted to read my posts very badly never knows,iam a blogger,now.[but i keep a track of his updates]. for once in life time i want to prove,iam the strong silent type.

i believe,i could communicate some of my deepest feelings with my readers.while writing, i was tracking down a few childhood memories.the village ,the temples,the nalukettu,our kalari,the spacious kulam,pambin kavu,mundiyan thara,kolan mangoes,sharkara manga,kumkumapookal, and the joint family.the long walks to little flower convent school and later to the college.and now the short cut through punnathoor kovilakam has changed into aana thavalm and one gets to see more than sixty elephants.[the popular movie,oru vadakan veera gadha was shot here].it's a popular tourist spot now.in the evenings me and nanda taking brisk steps to catch up with amma who was the respected teacher of the neighbouring school.the beautiful life with no tensions and stress.amma,i cherish those walks back home with u.

the summer vacations in andathode,in achan's three storeyed mansion and proudly we used to say,kamala das ,is our neighbour in punnayoorkulam.[felt so sad to see her the other day on tv channel.age has gripped her and she was struggling to talk.........]the beautiful house overlooked into fields and small ponds in between.i saw ducks for the first time there.these memories triggered feelings of affectionate amusement.the bed time stories achamma used to tell us,how can we forget?

guys,be honest,be kind,look around,without uttering the words,the message can get through........

thanks my unknown friend, who spends time in the wee hours of the morning to send beautiful morning greetings.

the other day we attended the birthday bash of little rohan.he turned one year and the cake was cut at his time of birth-8.10.that was a novel idea.the venue was zeebop at utorda beach.a beautiful beach and even after along stay, i hadn't been to this wonderful sea shore.there was live music,drinks and games.the b'day boy,his dad and many guests were in red wear.


i have to set new goals in the forth coming month and i fear i won't be able to write more posts often.only after the goals are reached,i can ease up.satisfaction has to be found in the search.then i can celebrate.i can tell myself,''iam on my way.it feels great.''

the dust has settled and the afternoon slipped towards evening.i feel far away, the jasmine is blooming for me.

it took me a long time,but i learned that life doesn't come with a plan.to some extent,the pages are blank.we may have a rough outline of where we are going ,but
we won't get there without making some tough decisions.

iam tired. needs to get refreshed.how much anu loves to hear,''i'll be there''.[but,i have to learn to listen].i have to slow down.

thanks for the one line message .it did make a differene to the evening.
a good-bye signals a change and change is rarely easy-sometimes it breaks our hearts.any time can be a good bye time.

and to u,

mumkin nahi shyad kisi ko samajh pana,
samjhe bina kya kisi se dil lagana..........

it's anu signing off..........
sasneham,
anu