MONDAY BLUES

THE FIRST DAY OF THE WEEK...............

When the sun sets at the west horizon,i'm feeling lost.the luxurious three days' break came to an end.kishan is back from SFO and i was on leave.down with cold n fever much time was spent on bed.still,without writing some silly,but honest thoughts,i can't sleep.

the cool breeze,the waves of the sea ,the fisherfolk women complete the scene.sitting in the balcony,kishan is sipping his cup of tea.he prefers to be silent and it's the highest punishment for me.[still a chatter box,i need words and sound].

back to work tomorrow,i can't come to terms with that.like a school going child i'm planning stories,to be at home.but noway,the work load is staring at me.i've to bring back the brightness of the days.

we may have to work with difficult people.as far as possible,avoid them.nanda always advises me,look straight,talk less,don't see or hear what you're not supposed to and never react to people who instigate you.

now i know,there is sense in that advice.we've to be careful.the life is tough and we need peace.

women's day was not much special.early morning, greeting amma is the first thing i did.it made me happy.i thought of relaxing and taking rest.
the files are piled up and i've to sit till late night.a cozy book curled up in bed makes my day.no more visits to the beautyparlour,no long drives along country side,no picnic at the beach,not an outing with friends and no more chat sessions.

when i open my back door,it overlooks to the adjacent' suvidha building', and in one of the plants kept in the balcony,i can see ' bana poovu'.i am thrilled.anything that refreshes my memories are wonderful. back home,in kaveedu devi temple,these flowers are in white and pink.these flowers are special for LORD SHIVA.this devi temple was surrounded by thick forest.after,the new management of GURUVAYOOR DEVASWOM,gokulam[KANNA'S COWS] is shifted here in the vast land nearby.[years before,sargam movie was shot here,exactly vineeth and momisha sitting on the steps of temple tank].

anu never expects those words ,the compliments or the greetings from her friend.she knows,he will never make any day special for her.he takes her for granted.this is unfortunate.it's time for him to wake up and understand, no other relation replaces a close friendship.if the stress is due to any relationship,i want to be out of it.[hope,i have made myself clear].and after reading this post,he will come with the excuse,''oh,yaar,i don't believe in formalities.''

every day,women win battles in their daily lives and they don't stop to celebrate.they just put their best front and battle further........

i feel lazy to go back to work tomorrow morning.so,i 've to find out the innumerable ways to lift my spirits.i've to pamper myself to get back to work;nice idea,na?''come on anu,get up early,get ready,two more holidys u are getting.just work today;then relax for the next two days''.

loretta still gets confused and makes me more confused .[i allow her to unload her problems,sometimes that's all that is needed at that moment].but she is nice,a good friend.

iam proud to be a woman; a woman of substance.GOD,help me to be stronger n bolder.

the day was really great with a grand treat from kishan.we have just come back from lapaz gardens.saraswat food festival was going on.it's my special day!that's lovely!

dear friends,
wishing you a great week ahead with a colourful festival to celebrate..............

and to u,

Mein jaanta hoon ke tum mere,nahi ho lekin,
Ya Khuda,mere dost ko gum se door rakhna!

it's anu signing off,
sasneham,
anu