Friday, June 5, 2009

I MISS YOU,NANDA!










HAPPY BIRTHDAY,DEAR!

06.05.09
saturday,
8.30pm


it was raining the whole night.I 'd a sound sleep.after my daily routines,i went to my pooja room to light the lamp and chant my prayers.with a glass of water in my hand,i rushed to my pc,relgiously.as usual, i'm eager to write my new post,answer the mails,replying to comments and catching up with someone who needs a cheer!i'm happy,the morning mails are increased and that too with beautiful quotes and pictures.thank you guys.
when the sky was clear and the weather was pleasant , i decided to go out.amma was very happy,atleast for one hour she doesn't have to see me at pc.while walking,i was missing nanda.always we go out together.she is the one who drags me out and makes me realise how important a stroll can be!while walking, she makes me feel the cool breeze kissing my cheeks,the small flowers smiling at us,the birds singing in melodious tunes and the freshness we gain by taking the small steps...........yes,nanda,true the walk made me energetic and i feel better now.
when we are together,we crack jokes at the walkers by!and i will tell her,''nanda,look,he is going to turn back!and lo!he turns and looks!and i know nanda steals second glances, but i will pretend that was for me:)
''hey,look at him.cool!what a dress sense!i love that blue jeans with black t shirt.may i appreciate him?''
''anu,are you mad?don't stare at him.his wife is with him''.''so ,what?let me appreciate his beauty sense!''''not of hers'':)

''nanda,that umbrella is really beautiful!red and blue!what a colour combination''![those who don't know about anu's weakness for umbrellas please read 'anu and her umbrellas',an old post.]
''just admire that and walk fast.you have ten umbrellas now.enough is enough''.
''look at him,the guy at the counter.he wants to smile at us.i will give him a smile.''''shall i ask him,his name''?''anu ,i will tell amma''.no probs,you tell amma once we reach;but now let me give him a smile''.she smiles.
''nanda,look at that gang.the tall dark guy in the middle;what a personality!great pose!but ignore him;okey''?anu,stop.look somwherelse.okey,anu looks this side,now.
''hey,what a figure,nanda!cool''.''anu think of your figure.you never take care''.start dieting and you will get back to the college figure.[college figure,yes,but no dieting].
anu spies on the romeo waiting on the bike.''nanda,he winks at us and i will do the same''and she does.
when we reach the books session,anu will not move an inch.books,her weakness.she will select five,nanda will keep three back in the rack and we come home with two.she gives me a talk on simple living and high thinking.[the favourite philosophy of my second brother].
by brmha muhurt nanda is awake;having a bath,lighting the lamp,her prayers and yoga session!simply adorable!a person of values and principles.in school she was called a doll.we did a
a classical number together in school.we were thrilled.every day she makes me ready by 7a.m and she takes me to different temples of trichur.i am lucky to have darshan of different gods and goddesses.and the day turns out to be pleasant.the positive energy is spread.there is a smile on your lips to offer to others.
and after many years,when she settled down in trichur,nanda did thiruvathira kali with her friends infront of Krishna,in melpathur auditorium,guruvayoor.that's the spirit!

nanda,i have learnt the valuable lessons of life from you!you tell me often,to speak softly and there is strength in silence.you remind me how important is exercise in daily life.you show me the positive side of each happening.from you,i learnt,'let go'.you have a solution for every problem.how can i forget that you pampered me with numerous gifts?how can i forget the love you shower on us and the moral support you offered when we need them the most!
hey,but stop,the c.b.i work-''anu,to whom the love lines are written''?''amma is asking''.but anu is smarter!''nanda,for noone;just to make the post spicy[i bet,nanda,you'll never know''].
each and every day,i long for your presence. now,your anu has become a pc addict,forgetting her resposibilities and fooling around with amma.i know you check on me on skype and web cam,but we miss you alot!you're so kind hearted,caring and strong in will power!nanda,you are angelic in appearence and character!you are admired and loved by everyone.you are the source of our inspiration!our world revolves around you!
hey,i liked the kind gesture you have filled the bowl with gooseberries so that i can munch them often instead of reaching the fried items![hey,anu is dieting!]a weekly report is taken on reduction of weight.
nanda,you are simply amazing!your sweet behaviour can even soothen the hard hearted and the adament.you are the pride of our family!you have the magic power to make the grief-stricken consoled.i will remember the spiritual discourses,we attended together!you are always a volunteer in Bhagavatha satrams!what a service mentality!
nanda,you are a model wife,mother,sister,daughter and the other mother to my little star and kishen!your efficiency to take care of the family is highly appreciated.amma fell sick in your absence.she eagerly waits to see you on cam daily.i'm jealous,nanda for you being the apple of everyone's yes.
dearest,when you celebrate your birthday on 24th,june,when the punartham star shines in the sky,i am happy we are having another get together in chennai on the occasion of princesse's engagement to mahesh!have peaceful and prosperous birthday with God's incessant blessings!many many happy returns of the day!
everybody in the family misses you so much and longs for your blessed presence at the earliest!i know you have better command over the language and your style of writing is wonderful!nanda,you encourage me to write new posts and corrects me with patience!
nanda,you are the god given priceless gift to us!i simply love you!come back,soon!your rosy smile haunts me!
it's anu signing off..................
it's time to go on skype and talk to my dearest sis!
we can build abetter world with love!
nanda,lots of love,hugs and kisses,
good night,friends!i love you all.
after reading this post,ettan will get on to my nerves to write a post on him.[please,the plot is already ready].
sasneham,
anu





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