Today, in my book of life,
I experienced a horrible pain.
A pain that still has me drained tonight.
Tears that fell so fast and free.
As most of you know, in April I got pneumonia,
and in May I ended up in the hospital for almost
10 days. What I haven't shared with all of you,
is that my voice has not returned. What I do have
is a mere piece of the voice I had before. It isn't
real clear and I am very hard to understand.
I have been told this is as good as it gets. It's
the new me. I have been trying to adjust.
Today, at work, I experienced someone making
fun of how I talk, yes trying to immitate me. I
felt the pain rip right through my chest wall and
into my heart. I had to get out quick. Oh the pain.
The sad part is, I thought I was sounding so much
better. I guess I just want to sound better.
Thank you sweet friends, for loving me for who I am.
For wiping my tears with your hankies.
For walking slow as I can no longer run.
But most of all, thank you for allowing me to be ME.
And not judging me. I am the same Country Wings.
As always, thank you for stopping by
my little piece of heaven, here in the
desert, that I so love to call home.
Country hugs and much love,
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