PAYING THE PRICE WITH A BLEEDING HEART

Have you ever experienced?

24th,February,2010

Tuesday

6p.m

Dear Friends,

Good Evening!

All the days won't be the same.The day was hectic and by the beginning of the next month,the workload will be more.the deadlines for submissions,the stress make one crazy.Today,the sea is rough and the boats are sailing in great speed.Seagulls are having a good feast and the fishing season is in full zoom!I hope,you're aware of the fact that I love counselling and it's always my favourite subject for the professional course.yesterday I had to attend a client and I would like to share the experiences.It affected me very badly as I am a bundle of emotions and I could not express my true feelings as I was supposed to give her moral support.

By the way,thanks a bunch to the wonderful feedback I received for the last post and I am really thrilled to know I do make a difference to many.:)

The weather was fine

And the sun was bright.

More flowers have bloomed in the garden.

Everyone's having fun except both of us,

Sitting in the balcony,Praveena shared her grief!

She was the sweetheart of her prince charming,

She was the queen of his dreams!

A very jovial and honest girl,

They loved each other so dearly!

Before being together,he wanted to test,

The depth and sincerity of her love!

A strange offer he kept forward,

To be away for a pretty long time!

Without being in contact,

Either by calls,mails ot chat messages!

It was real shocking and she was shattered,

But he was stubborn and had decided

To be on exile for a long time.

Easily said and done,he went away,

Leaving her all alone,

Paying the price with a bleeding heart.

Praveena was very upset and in tears,

She was trying to explain,

And how much she wants to be with him!

She doesn't understand,

Why life is so cruel with her,

Always paying the price with ableeding heart.

Right now she lives in loneliness,

Her dear ones are far away.

Right now she longs for him,

For his words and calls so badly,

She was so used to feel his presence!

Now she lives in loneliness!

It's pretty awful to be honest,

She had a hug for those who're hurt;

A smile for the people who pass her,

A caring word for those who were depressed,

Now paying the price with a bleeding heart.

Countless miles have suddenly appeared,

They stand poles apart.

With his innovative ideas,he disappeared,

Little did he know,she is so shattered.

They were a part of each other,

Now she looks desperate in his absence!

Paying the price with a bleeding heart.

She built her world around him,

She is totally lost in her own world.

Breaking her heart where did you go?

How long have you ever thought?

How easily you moved away,

Causing her the sleepless nights!

She forgets to give a smile,

Paying the price with a bleeding heart.

Which way she will go,

I can't tell you my dear friends!

Today was the second sitting,

And she is totally blank!

For being so kind and open in mind,

For being so honest in her feelings,

Paying the price with ableeding heart!

I tried to instil confidence,

Assuring he will be around,

There will be a reunion,

She has to wait patiently

Just for the present!

Deep in the dark of the night,

When the mild breeze kisses our cheeks,

She looked at my eyes and declared,

She will be never there for the come back!

Tears were gushing down,

Holding her close to me,

I cried with her knowing not what to do,

Paying the price with a bleeding heart!

Friends,

''There comes a point in your life,

When you realize who matters,

Who never did,who won't anymore;

And who always will.

So,don't worry about people from your past,

There's a reason why they didn't make it to your future!''

Let the hope never whisper again,

''Give a try!''[when the parting is painful].

It's Anu signing off...............

Life is like this.All the buds will not bloom!

But Anu loves all of you!The small cute

flowers are called 'Bleeding heart'.My Amma's favourite flowers which we had in our ancestoral home in the village.

The song dedicated is a melody on 'Parting ways' and the video will speak volumes!This is Praveena's choice and selection for him.

Wishing you a peaceful night,

Praying for praveena from the depth of my heart,accepting the fact that life has more thorns than roses but to swallow the same fact as the counsellor,struggling to put a smile and tell my dear friend,move on..................As she deserves her feelings to be taken care of ..........

Sasneham,

Anu